searching for answers

Growing older has it's advantages.. and disadvantages! for the past year my body has been going through a few different things and that led to yesterdays INVASIVE tests looking for some answers!!
uh hem... this post is probably TMI :)
Last year after hemorrahaging for several months! I had to have a biopsy of my uterus to see what was going on... all was clear... then shortly after the severe hemorrahaging began so did the weight gain... slow at first and then the last couple of months whamo I put on like 20 pounds! not kidding! then on top of not feeling right, always tired.. add that kind of rapid weight gain and you get a 38 year old workaholic mother of teen girls and a pre-teen and newly married woman....and yah it's been interesting :) 
I have been tired..like freaking tired I don't know how I make it through each day kind of tired.
I feel bad for Paul.. like he had no idea all he signed up for! :(
Before Christmas I was hospitalized for 4 days due to major pain in my abdomen and yet ALL the tests showed clear... just like the tests I had yesterday... I had what they call "the double"! scopes in both ends :) see TMI! and both came back clear! so on one hand HALLELUJAH!! and on the other hand.. what the heck is wrong with me?!
After what I am now referring to as "Lise's personal Spring Cleaning" is over.. my tummy is quite flat! like back to my normal flatish self... I had been looking like I was at least 6 months pregnant and that is not the case.. and another post! ... maybe the problem is that I was literally full of s*&t .. TMI! and I feel much better tummy wise at the moment... so much so that I am a little afraid to eat! I don't want the bloated tummy back and I am afraid to use the toilet anymore.... we have become really close the last couple of days and I just need a break from that relationship!
So the question is.... or I should say the current question is ... how do I proceed? what could possibly be next?
I am going to get a thyroid, blood sugar level and lead test... but what if they come back clear? I am also waiting on an ultrasound test report....
what then? 
ok more later the turds I mean precious girls moved the laptop and I cannot find the charger ... yes my girls are awesome!! 

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