ok I cannot believe I am posting this but here is goes.......this pic is me giving foo a trim....... I think I am at the highest weight EVER. I gain weight when stressed....I don't eat I gain. I just seem to be on a big gaining time. Maybe it is my age maybe it stress maybe the love of chocolate and food maybe it is J's cooking maybe it is not being active after a VERY VERY LONG winter......maybe it is all these things........but it has got to stop. I am so glad that I signed up for soccer.... I need some serious exercise.... I will also require some serious support for the girls (if you know what I mean) to be able to run the field!!! So since J has been gone I have been low carbon it and trying to eat healthy things.......I have been doing well for the last 2 1/2 days...but tonight???? tonight I want one of the cadbury cream eggs that is in the cupboard. I want ice cream with chocolate sauce peanuts and bananas........I WANT TO EAT..... I am also a little emotional. Having such great news has made me a little weepy.....like the long awaited news is finally here and I feel like I could sleep for a year! so glad super mom is coming in 2 sleeps! I need some prayer ministry!!! and she is just the friend to do it!
so what do you do when you get those intense cravings????...... I ate a banana tonight..... I know there are probably better things but hey it's better than the creamy ewwy goooey cadbury caramel did I mention creamy??? chocolate egg!!!! I don't think I need to point out the very obvious back fat rolls....like WHERE do they come from???? how do they get back there???? why?? oh why!!
and don't get me started on the unsuckable tummy and the butt that makes JLo look like twiggy!!!