thank you thank you thank you to Ruth at Mom's Musings for the new look! My sister Shash has been bugging me about the snow! even though we still have it here.....Northern Canada is coooold! but I am definitely ready for the change and can't wait for green grass and Spring weather!
I am so tired these days and should be heading off to bed here! tomorrow my baby turns 13! I can hardly believe it!
I have to get this off my chest. Not to sound redundant or anything but something is weighing heavy on my mind and I am down right ticked off and I can't ignore it. I don't want to give anyone some sick sense of satisfaction at having succeeded to turning me off of blogging. I don't want to give anyone any sense of pleasure at having got my knickers in a knot or getting attention. BUT I am mad. Mad that my heart has been misunderstood and that I have been judged to the point of someone actually making a not so underlying threat to me and my family.
I would have thought that anyone reading blogs would KNOW that you only get to see what one wants you to see. It is a small window into people's lives and what they choose to share. Who knows what people write is even true! and yet there are people with nothing better to do than read people's blogs and then make insensitive comments and even threats. I feel sick to my stomach about it. I don't want to be rehashing something over and over and yet I have no closure to this and am at a loss as to what to do. To know people are waiting watching and maybe even hoping you would screw up or say something that they can bounce on is becoming too disturbing for me.
My husband said to just ignore the threat, that someone is obviously getting off on saying nasty things to me but I am unable to ignore the threat. I am going to talk to a friend tomorrow who is an RCMP and see if there is anything I can do. I don't know what else to do and I hate that someone is trying to make me afraid. I have been blogging for over a year and have loved it. Loved making new friends and sharing life together. I love that my family and friends near and far can keep up to date with our lives but now I just don't know what to say. I feel like I am trying to justify myself again and that would indicate that I have done something wrong and yet I know that I have not.
ok rant over, not going to bring it up again! moving on.....................