My first day went really well. No feelings of dread and oh my goodness I have made a mistake, nope not one. Everything went really well and I am extremely confident that this was the right decision and the right place for me to work.
The thing or man as it were that makes it all the more easier is J. He got up with me early this morning and had toast and coffee ready for me when I got out of the shower. He got the girls ready for school, fed them breakfast and made their lunches. He even made mine. Today on his 34th birthday I have now known him for half of his life and I love every minute I have had the pleasure of knowing him. He is a fantastic father and a terrific husband. He is my best friend with "privileges" :) and I love every square inch of him. I know he hates me having to go to work and having him be sick has been a very hard 3 months, on all of us but mostly him and yet he has handled himself with so much dignity and I love him for it. Well I just plain love him. I am proud to stand next to him on this journey of ours put my hand into his and say "what's next?" and look forward to spending the rest of our lives together!
Happy Birthday Baby!
ps(sorry I haven't been around for a bit to leave comments on, we have been having internet problems again but have been assured they are resolved now....so we shall see!)