J is doing better spirit wise! so glad to hear him not be so depressed. He is getting more results back and so far they have been negative, so that is good news. He is feeling much better about everything.
I would go down to the coast, and almost did, except for that financially right now we are depending on others and along with other reasons, we decided it was best if I stay here with the girls. My mom is actually coming up here today to spend a few days with us and that is soooooo great!!! so happy about that!
Last night I was sitting reading and Faith came and I asked her to play with my hair so she did, brushed it and put it into painful ponytails then brushed it out!! fun eh?!
then she said out of the blue,
"how tome I can't see Dog? (she means God)"
I said well He lives in your heart and He is all around us but you can't see Him.
she said" I been waitin my whole life to see Dog I weally wish I dould see Him"............
" me too" I said " me too".
then Hailey came upstairs and I said I have a surprise for you tomorrow. Hailey said "daddy is coming home?!!" no I said not yet
Faith said "are you going to buy us tandy?"
..........then Hailey said " gramma or nana is coming" and I said nana is coming and she let out a squeal.
Then Faith grabs my face with her hands puts her nose right up to mine and yells "oh I was hoping you were doing to say you were doing to dive us TANDY!!! ahhhhh"
ok still a little obsessed with candy or what??!!!