It's a no go

we didn't get the house. The other people were able to get their interm financing. If we had of gotten our subjects off one day earlier it would have been ours

would have should have could have.............no point going down that road

right now I am just trying to hold myself together. it feels like I am having a brain anurism..... my head hurts and my emotions are right there.

I have so much cleaning to do still and we are frantically getting the baseboards done.

J has to replace the dishwasher cuz it is not worth fixing. the repair man was just here. said it is not worth it. so that is more for him to do.

we are probably going to fly up there Mon to Tues to look AGAIN.

blind trust is hard but what choice to we have ( by this statement I am meaning blind as in I have no idea where we are going....only God does......and we are waiting for His timing!!)

oh and our dogs ran away again.......no word where they are now, someone didn't re-enforce the side gate and they managed to get it open and go........ oh man....it's got to get better from here!

9 comments:

Looney Mom said...

I'm so sorry Lala. I'll pray for your emotional well-being. I can't imagine what a toll this is taking on you. Hang in there. God is never late.

Morning Glory said...

Blind trust? Not blind when placed in God's hands. He can see things we can't and He'll have just the right place for you. When you find it, you'll wonder why you doubted in the first place. Good luck to you.

Shash said...

"It's always darkest before the dawn" isn't that a saying from somewhere...

I'm sorry you didn't get that house La - something else will come up.

What's up with those dogs... man! It can't get any worse right? They say things happen in 3's.

mom of 2 said...

I'll continue to pray for you and your family! I truly hope that things will get better for you soon...like this instant!! Hang in there!!!!

Ruth said...

Oh, Lala, I read the title and felt so upset for you guys. I am praying so hard for you. There is something better out there for sure, God knows...

Yellow Mama said...

Just get settled somewhere and get some rest. Fatique and stress are pulling you down. I don't want you to have health problems over this. Take a deep breath and laugh with your family a little. A merry heart does good like a medicine. Watch a funny movie that is funny to tears! Smiles...and Hugs...

michelle said...

In my moving experiences everything that can go wrong will go wrong. I try to think of it as Satan is trying to discourage me from doing what God wants me to do and if he is trying this hard then you guys must be doing something right. He does not mess so hard with the ones that give up!!!

I am sorry for the added pressure but the reward will be well worth it!

Heidi said...

I hope you see the light at the end of the tunnel soon! Sorry to hear about the house and I sure hope your dogs come back ok! -Heidi

Mrs Blythe said...

Oh no Lala it sounds as if you are really in the thick of it. Keep your eyes on Him and know it's all in His hands. Many blessings. Sarah